4am with Rach.
4am with Rach. My sister and I are best friends, haven’t always been, but the older we’ve gotten, the closer we’ve become. It’s amazing really. We have a lot of deep conversations, and I love how I feel after them. This morning’s conversation was super deep, and I can’t stop…
Unpack, unlearn, rebuild.
Unpack, unlearn, rebuild. Had a panic attack this morning, that wasn’t fun. Forgot how uncomfortable and scary they are. I’m too lazy to dig deep and unpack the cause of my anxiety lately. Hmm, I don’t think “lazy” is the word, maybe scared, annoyed, or tired of having to unpack, unlearn and rebuild myself every single time. It’s exhausting knowing that I have to do so much to fix things about myself I never broke, but found broken. It’s tiring how terrified I get of some many things, how anxiety pushes me to a corner and traps me.